closed-fws:

Someday you will know that respect is more important than love.

(via hiddenn-escape)

stuck-behind-thoughts:

I was toxic to some, I was a blessing to others. Others I healed, others I hurt. I’m willing to admit that I wasn’t always right.

(via whadafuu)

ololygas:

Nazim Hikmet, trans. by Randy Blasing and Mutlu Konuk

1 year without self harm💕

hyrude:

We were together. I forget the rest.

source: annalaura_art

It’s days like today where I question if I’m really here.

1anonyymous1:

“You just need to be alone for a while. Untill you feel…yourself again.”

becherdireinen:

Find a lover who says “I see your trauma, and I know you are so much more than your experiences.” That kind of love and support that helps you heal, grow, thrive.

em-wez:

She came over last night. Because I was so dissociated I didn’t feel alive. I could not let my 11 months clean come to an end and did something I didn’t think I was ready for. I accepted help. She came over, got me food and helped me eat. She listened without judgement and didn’t say anything about the anxiety that was showing physically. She laid her head on my chest and just helped me breath.

Did it solve everything? No. But it brought me back to a place where I could just be again. Today was low but I can’t definitely feel the difference.

She came because she wanted to. She helped because she wanted to. And in that moment, that meant the world.

Here is to unlearning toxic behavior as a result of trauma. Here is to feeling the healing.

One day my soul won’t feel so heavy.